Long before sunrise Sunday morning I woke and jumped into my car and headed for the Bay Area to attend the last day of the Bioneers conference and a workshop the following day called Feminomics (feminine as in women, nature, and the indigenous wisdom as related to economics). There were so many inspiring speakers and panels! My dear friend Robin Milam was on a panel for the Rights of Mother Nature.
I lived in Mill Valley for several years and have many dear friends I have not seen for a long time.
After visiting with friends, staying up late, going to events, an early trip back to Nevada City, non- stop meetings, errands, a visit with a friend, and then ending the evening with a study group of the 52 Light Codes by Barbara Marx Hubbard, I was exhausted.
My body began to feel like it was getting ill. But I chose health instead by continually repeating, “The point of power is in the present moment, and I choose to feel and to be healthy and well.” I learned that from a Jane Roberts book called Personal Reality in the 70’s, and with that, I stopped a 20-year cycle of getting extremely bad cases of strep. Now my body was saying, “You must stop everything right now; you need to be in silence.”
Even though I didn’t get physically sick, something stopped me in my tracks. I was basically sequestered in my living room and bedroom for several days. Even making a phone call seemed impossible. I love yoga and dance and attending the groups I am part of, but even that was not feasible. I could barely move.
From the October 8 full moon lunar eclipse to the new moon solar eclipse October 23, I’ve been feeling old wounds and patterns, feeling them fully. Crying intensely. Even for the first time in my life I ate ice cream in bed for comfort, then tracing the feeling back to each core wound, and releasing it, over and over and over again. This felt much like being in a washing machine with the
agitator on high!
Several years ago I thought I was complete with my own healing. But suddenly in the last few months people started showing up in my life, and I found myself doing womb healing, Shamanic soul retrieval, karmic release, DNA saliva tests which worked on the physical, emotional, and all the planes. I washed myself out with tonics, vitamins, colon cleanses and homeopathic remedies. I got cleansed in what feels like every area that is possible!
A Spin Cycle Night of Ascended Masters
I had to drive to Reno. I got home late in the evening. I had groceries to put away and needed to vacuum and get a few things in order. Before I knew it, it was 10:30. I felt exhausted now finally in bed, but wide-awake and unable to sleep. Really?
My heart ached, and my nerves felt like they were on the outside of my body, exposed and with their little protective caps taken off. What was this pain I was feeling? I felt Cosmic and Universal energies wanting to come in, and as they did, I felt like a small receiver trying to let in billions of watts of energy! My body was convulsing with these energies.
A voice said, “Kathleen open your heart.” I heard it clearly; it was not in my head.
So out loud I answered, “OK, I will.”
Then I heard several voices talking about how happy they were that I finally heard them.
A voice said, “I am that I am,” and then I felt the I am presence of St. Germaine. My heart yawned, and with this huge yawn it allowed the Cosmic and Universal energies to pour more fully into me. My body continued to convulse.
Then the Ascended Masters asked me if I wanted to ascend and go to that plane with them. I was crying because I was feeling how very much I loved them and missed them. They told me they were ALWAYS with me. I told them I knew that intellectually. But it was totally different in that moment with the veils parted. I talked with them so freely and easily, and felt them right there next to me. I wanted to go and be with them.
But really I knew in my deepest heart I had chosen to incarnate on the planet to be here at this time. I told them so and thanked them for asking. They told me the deeper work of why I came here would commence at the Water Ceremony I was co-leading at the Symposium of the Sacred here in Nevada City, during the full moon Thursday the 6th of November.
This incredible experience reminded me of a trek of nearly 500 miles I took eleven years ago on the Camino de Santiago. Sick and with huge blisters on my feet, I realized that completing the Camino was the Will of God, not my will. While I prayed in a small church asking for guidance, a voice came and told me how to make it. It instructed me that when I put each foot on the ground, imagine roots going right down to the core of Mother Earth. Take her healing, nurturing energy up through the roots and wrap that energy around my feet, and then take the energy up to the Heavens through the top of my head. If I do this when I walked, I would be able to finish the Camino. Still in pain, I walked following the guidance. Walking and walking, I did not stop to see the sights. It felt like I was being pushed on.
One evening I made it to a refugio (a place for pilgrims to spend the night) in a church. It wasn’t long before I was told that the church was built in a way that sun-rays enter a particular church window on the equinoxes and lights up Mother Mary – and would be occurring in just a few moments! No one told me this would happen, nor was it in my guidebook. But there I was in that exact divine magical moment witnessing this miraculous illumination of the Ascended Master, Mary, along my trek of the Camino de Santiago.
Dear Friends, I know there is something greater that is guiding all of us!
GUIDED MEDITATION BY KATHLEEN
I am deeply honored to be co-leading a Sacred Full Moon Water Ceremony Thursday evening November 6th at Haven for the Symposium of the Sacred – for women and men. It will be from 8:30 pm til 10:00pm. It is the full moon in November so Scorpio- Taurus. I have been making sacred waters for this event with the eclipses, rain water and also Blue Water Goddess Water.
On Friday November 7th from 10:30 to 12:30 I will be co-leading a Water Council with Cathe’ Fish also at Haven. Cathe’ is the director of the Practical Permaculture Research Institute. She is an international educator who has been teaching permaculture since 1987. Find out what stones have to do with our water level in Nevada County and many other things that aren’t talked about. This is also going to be a fun process with the whole group participating and bringing in group wisdom.
www.symposiumofthesacred.com – this gives the intention, the schedule, the presenters, artists, musicians. It is from Thursday evening through Sunday. Thursday and Friday until 6pm is a free event.
LAUNCHING NOVEMBER 6TH : SeeJaneDoWhatYouLove
Kathleen McIntire – Soaring In Light and Elisa Parker – See Jane Do combine forces to bring a Love Series. So often people want to live their passion but feel everyone else is doing so except them. Creating the LOVE series is to allow you to be in the present moment, in a space of love where everything expands. Come build a fun habit of DOING WHAT YOU LOVE each day! We will come together to inspire each other by posting an image each day on either FaceBook or Instagram of what you did that you loved that day. www.seejanedo.com